Karis: (noun) greek; grace...

Dear lonely girl, I know its hard, I know its hard to wake up every morning ready to fill your day with anything and everything that could distract you from your thoughts. I know its hard some days to pull yourself out of bed and face the world when all you want to do is crawl back into bed, into oblivion. I know its hard not to finish an entire ice cream tub in one sitting because you will do anything to fill that whole deep inside your heart. I know its especially hard to resist drowning that whiskey bottle hoping against hope to find what you are looking for at the bottom of the glass. Dear lonely girl, I know its hard to ever feel beautiful because each and every person that ever said you were didn't think twice about leaving you behind. I know its hard to take any compliment seriously, after all if you were that awesome, that amazing, then that one guy that you thought was the one would have never left, right? I know its hard to believe that anyone will ever stay till...

It's been a whole entire year and some months since I last wrote down my thoughts on here. I could lie and blame my busy life and university for my absence but I wouldn't be doing anyone justice. Truth is I got scared, I got scared of all the things going on around me that writing them down would have forced me to face them. Over the past year I have been through so much, both joy and pain, I have learnt so much, all of which I want to share 😊 Firstly, you never know how strong you are until you have to be. And this applies to everyone, YOU ARE STRONG ! It doesn't matter what you are going through, you will survive it. You just gotta have faith in yourself. Secondly we need to appreciate the people we have in our lives (friends and family). You never know when you are going to need them around you because nothing beats the support system comprised of your loved ones 💞 You know that popular Justin Bieber song, Love Yourself ? I know it has a different message to what ...